Tell me in the history of mankind have you ever seen someone run a marathon every day of his life.
Yes...
There might be runners who run when there is a marathon.
But who in the world does marathons every day!!!
Err...
That would be me...
instead of running, it is work....
I don't know how am I going to survive 18 hour marathons. Really....
As I am embarking on this journey and blogging about my condition every day, you will see what works and what doesn't. Maybe you will want to do something as crazy as this... maybe not. I doubt you would. But we could start a movement if you want. I am all in!
Just treat this as some form of entertainment if you will.
OK! I have gone through a lot of thinking over the 18 hour work marathons on a daily basis....
First, burnout! I have worked like crazy for like 3 days max. Then my downtime kicks in for a week or so. Experience tells me... I should go at a slow speed. And get excited about the work! Like really excited till you gain ecstasy. That will provide fuel for it. 18 hours is crazy already. Then you throw in just 4 hours of sleep... you really have to be super man or wonder woman to achieve such a feat!!
There are plenty of other types of fuel that I will use including prayer, creative visualization and lots and lots of water. So I can go for bathroom breaks see????
My marathon starts today.
I am crazy. Insane. Kooky.
How many days I can survive this will be seen.
But I have to make this work. It has to work. Or else...
the dream boat will sail.....
once it sets sail, that is the beginning of a new phase of my life, yet also the end of a journey I want to remember as a part of my life where I fought the hardest I could....
Whether I ever catch the boat is not important.
The effort is what counts and so that is what I tell myself...
Faith. Hope. Love.
I pray I will live. I don't want to think about the d word and put it in my vocab.
That makes me wonder why in the Hail Mary... there is death at the end of prayer... I have yet to find out...
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