It's Chinese New Year once again.
I am in my cousin's room sitting at my MacBook Pro reading something called Creative Visualization for Dummies.
Cousin and his friends are happily playing card games... somewhat gambling....
I don't even know why I am sitting here supposedly doing work.
I have to put food on the table as soon as possible.
I don't know when my funds will run out. But I am trying my best to turn a buck as soon as I can. Cutting expenses to its bare minimum this year. Not buying anything other than food and necessities.
What I do is complicated. So I won't be explaining it to you here. One word explains what I do. Write.
I am not too good at it. But with practice... hopefully I can get better.
I have big dreams. Sometimes, it's so overwhelming... u feel like u r about to die.
Change is about to happen. I know that change is here.
21st of December 2012 may come and go... end of the world they say.
I asked my cousin about her Islamic views of the end. She said the signs are already there that end times are near. We just don't know when it is going to be the end.
I don't mind dying chasing my dreams.
But I know death will only come when I have fulfilled my mission here on Earth. Whatever that is...
It's the New Year.
New hope.
New luck.
New change.
My new year resolution is to to go church every day. And work 18 hours a day.
2 resolutions are going to keep me super busy throughout the year.
And I hope....
Somehow...
Things will work out....
"Lead us to a place. Guide us with your grace. To a place where we'll be safe" - Celine Dion The Prayer
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